It is probably my last time to update my blog in BKK today. Three more days sleep here, I will seelp in my real sweet home!

 

BKK, it is time to say goodbye, even it is still hard for me, but ppl all say: no give up, no get in.
BKK, definitely a heaven for me to shop, to hang out. I enjoyed all days for the past 5 years.
Whatever happy or pain I have been through here, these all will be the memories i could never forgot in my whole life!!!

 

I left so many "first time"s here:
My first time to live in a totally stange contry
My first time to study in English
My first time to realize that i can speak good English
Also,
My first time to have foreign friends
My first time to dance at Pub
My first time to meet an ideal guy i thought
But, also
My first time to feel such lonely
My first time to miss all of chinese festvals

 

There are alot ppl here i wanna say thanks and cant say bye to them
小肖，你知道你永远排第一位，我就不说了~

 

MM, 你是第一个，也是我最特别的室友，很感谢我们住在一起时你对我的照顾，随便如我，幸好有你每天花样百出的做饭才让我营养均衡。还记得我们一起疯狂减肥的日子，现在想来，真的好执著哦~

 

Jason，谢谢你在我们在一起的日子一直迁就我，虽然很多的时候都觉得你做事情虎头蛇尾，拖拖沓沓，但是你一直由着我任性霸道，这么的退让好像也只有你了。有你在，所有我爱的流行资讯，永远都是最新的。我们之间的默契，希望永远都不会变！！！

 

佳力，你这个西宫永远都是大权在握的。
会枝，慢热的我们，似乎认识了好久才熟识起来。
很感谢有你们在我的身边。工作了以后，离开了熟悉的环境还有朋友，幸好有你们对我“敞开胸怀”，特别是在我搬家还有托着三个超大的箱子去邮局的时候，真的不能想象，如果没有你的帮忙，我自己一个人要怎么办。好像你们说的，我们每天都一起吃饭，习惯有了，改变就似乎难了。分别总是难过得，特别是在彼此信任认可了对方以后。虽然我们个性相差甚远，是因为互补的原因吗？跟你们的每一天，我都觉得很舒服。想到两天以后，我就要改变自己的生活作息，也要强迫你们去改变，不知道以后到了中午12点，我会不会还习惯性的站起来喊：走了，吃饭了...

 

Jingjing, 不认识你的人应该都觉得你很坚强，但是对我来说，你其实内心很小女人。你是唯一一个让我在pub可以显露疯狂自己的舞伴，每次和你去都能尽兴而归。不能喝酒的我，也只有有你在的clubbing,才能high得起来。 记得要先爱自己，再去付出。

 

Oh, u r most kindness person I have never had in thailand. Thanks for all the help u gave to me. Even we didnt see each other alot, but pls forget all ur doubts, u r the best friend for me.

 

Kede and Nad, thanks u two too. I really have fun with u guys, and i know there are so many plan i have thought to do with u can still cant make it. But when i travel back here...haha~~~ i wont let u guys go!!!

 

Mac, i just wanna told u, u r absolutely a nice person. And i felt i can talk alot about my personal life with you. I dont know how you feel about me, but u r one of my best friend here.

  

Tar, i have no idea what kinda of friends we are. But, it is u made me clear the reality, which is damn cool. But most important, i know what i want to be now.

 

Yam, Nick, Som, Jent. U all the best! Sorry i dont even have time for u guys before i am leaving. one of the reason is i dont wanna the last moment come to us.

 

Ajarn Eddie, even i really hated u when i was study, only becuz u were my substitute teacher for  two weeks but strict. I am happy we were friends finally. When do u decide to finish ur bachelor life??? Dont forget to tell me na~~i wanna see who is the lucky gal!!!

 

Ajarn Amonrat, thanks for all ur help and concern whenever i was in school or work. U r the best teacher i had in ABAC.

 

Well, there are so many friends here i havent mentioned their names, but it doesnt mean i dont care about them.  It is just very hard to say bye bye to all of them. So let's dont!!!

 

BKK, i really like here, i like the ppl here, i like the beach here. I am pretty sure i will come back here alot for all of my cuties friends!!!

 

 

 

 

 

Finally the day is coming, the day that reminded me i am the person is leaving soon, i am the person who is still beloved by those cutest people ever!

 

Looking back to the past 15 months, the best thing for me is getting know all of these new friends. Without them, life is sucks!!!

 

    One whole completed week left after today till i go home. How I feel now? Complicated and hard to express.

   

     But...no matter how hard for me to let go here, life back home still makes me feel exciting. I always believe one word: happliness? it is about who are u being with, not about where you are...

  

     Love, love back to home, wait me there, always there...with family, with friends...

 

     Love, big love, never ever go away...

今天应该是最后一次和我亲爱的小肖在曼谷自由自在的大吃大喝，无拘无束的逛街打屁，马上就要回国的她，加上即将回国的我，今天...很开心。

 

不知不觉我们已经相识了5 个多年头，一起走过的日子，有许多的回忆，疯狂的，煽情的，无聊的，不知所谓的。我们也曾经争吵过，但after all,能无怨无悔听完我说心事的，还是只有你这个小“憨厚”，哈哈~~这可是你自己说的哦。

 

之前也曾说过，虽然我们身在同样陌生的城市，自从我上班以来，我们不常联系，偶尔电话吃饭，小聚说笑，但是，心底里的情分，从未因此而改变。

 

今天的小聚，我以为一如既往，我以为平常依旧，但是当广播报出你即将落车的站名时，我突然意识到，今天的一切，或许是我们这辈子的最后一次。今后无论你我落脚何地，现今的悠闲，现今的心情都将是另一番景象，要等多久，我们才能再一次在曼谷小聚呢？？？

 

想完这些，鼻子竟然很酸，心底就像书上常说的，像打翻了五味瓶，复杂，不知所措。

 

我们还是会和现在一样好的，对吧？我们还是会经常联系的，对吧？我的牢骚你还是会一股脑的吸收的，对吧？

亲爱的小肖同学，谢谢你这5年来对我的关心照顾，soul mate是一辈子的，永远不会变！

又是一年的中秋，

第一次一个人在家的中秋，

第一次没有家里月饼吃的中秋，

第一次心情那么差的中秋！

    毫无精神的下午，我又再看信一季的《Prison Break》，突然觉得Lincoln好帅哦~~当他知道弟弟为了盗取邮件而被困在中央电脑房时，毫无犹豫的扯下消防车上的消防斧冲进大楼，狠命的砸向电脑房的玻璃窗时 ，顿然觉得这样的男人好man哦~~~哎~~~是的，我花痴又烦了~~

    一直觉得Lincoln好大的块头，做事又粗鲁，但是从第三季开始，他好像变的稳重聪明多了，相反我们万人敬仰的Scofield自从break出Fox river以后就变得慌张失算起来，失望得我直接跳过第二季，在万般无聊的状态下才把第三季看完。 有传说现在的新一季将会是《越狱》的最后一季，我倒是想看看，还有什么东西，地方他们还能继续break,会不会收视率一高，下一季又接着来了。要是真有这么一群人，意志力早打压垮了，怎么还能一直坚持的逃下去？？？编剧真是超脱现实啊~~~

    一直下雨的天气无限的打垮我灿烂的心情，身体的不适也契合的造反了，于是在这阴沉的下午，我的百般无奈中，我写了这篇万般无奈的博客~可是即不娱己也不娱人，更加无奈了！