I hav moved to my new apartment last weekend. It almost spent out all my salary for buying new cooking tools, bedsheets, decoration stuff...etc. I am poor again. When i can start to save money for my future, I dont c it coming soon na~~~

    Anyways, it is not big place, but makes me feel completed. I am keeping buying sth, today. Well, my belonging getting more and more, i can imagine what's gonna happen in next moving but that one also not coming soon.

     I think i will get my new computer this weekend, and settle the cable TV down next, then if my parents coming, they can watch Chinese channels not only HBO, StarMovie, cuz they dont really understand english. We hav to be kindness, cant only think about ourselves, specially they r my parents, concern their needs first is the main mission for a professional kid. Ha, am i talking about some crap here.

     I am also think about to get a PS2, and since i heard jenny said her mom want her to learn piano, i am starting to think about it as well. But the bad news is if i am in china, i can leaen that for free, but now if i wanna learn, i hav to pay to freakin expensive tutor fee, my dad gonna kill me.

      Whatever, they all just plan in my mind now, hope i can settle down them one by one, step by step. I am not that hurry, just try to enjoy life now.

 

      P.S: one words for everyone, never ever go gym more than half hr if u havt worked out more than 6 mths. the consequence is u wont feel ur legs for two days, and u hav to suffer the following pain for another two days, is that worthy?  

    Remember the report we did in last semester in IMR class, it was about different purchasing behavior of impulsive buyer in different countries. At the first time, I thought i myself was not a impulsive buyer at all. Cuz seems everything i brought has been planned. Plus, I always stop my friends to buy those useless stuff like the pretty box but u dont even know what is that for??? Right my baby Xiao~?

    But once I started to work, once i had the extra money, I found out i am a terrible impulsive buyer. Most impulsive buyers brought stuff they may not use it, but me, I only focus on those clothes, accessories. I am addctive to those fashion trend, everything if i liked, i will try to get them and combine or mix then as a pack. Then, u can imgine, i need shirt, pants, shoses, accessories...etc. And i over spent alots money on my hair, nails.

 

     I booked a nice lovely new apartment for myself, it is kinda high price but since the first glance, i was in love with it.

     It is hard for me now to devote myself to ppl now, whoevernfriends or lover, ppl all r terrible, hard to understand. I prefer to getting close with a room, it is belong to me, and it will never hurt me or piss me off.

     It has a sitting room plus a bedroom. All furnished. I will hav a good view in my balcony. More fantasty is there r swiming pool, gym and sauna. I think i will hav wonderful life there, even i am living alone.

     Being single aint that bad, maybe i hav to face those hard time by my own, but what so ever. I hav been totally disappointed to this world, there is few thing can turn me up. Then, better lock myself off into the small world but i can totally control it.

back to bkk again, i think it is hard to find a vacation or any excuses to go back china again currently, then just try to enjoy and adapt the routine life here.

i am still weak and sick, and sleepy all day. really need couple days to take rest. but can i ? no, the answer is obviously!

Finally home today, finally drop down every shitting stuff. I felt myself only left the body and the inner soul has been tortured dead by thoese OT.

Only few days, but it is good to see my mom's cute face. And this is my first time i use my own salary to buy some gifts to my family member. It made me feel different, even i brought stuff to them eveytime i was back. But hey, this is my money now.

I should sleep earlier and longer those days, hope can be recovering before i am back to bkk.

Now, go to have dinner lol~~~

EATTING, is the most important thing i should focus now!!!

    It was terrible disaster since last thursday. i hav been worked over nite to try to follow up the schedule. the fact is no matter i try, the problems were getting more and more, and screw up me.

   I am so sick, the little fever finally turn me down. i felt i was half dead for the whole weekend. the only reason i was still standing cuz i know there r some works hav't been done.

   and today, i found out my sickness brought me a lot of work delay and bad balance in my funloc. there r so many missing inv i didnt ask, there r some inv that i had but i didnt book them in. all becuz i am so weak and cant worked anymmore on weekend. and it also briught a lot of trouble to my lovely friends, cuz they have to over work today for me.

    sorry, my friends, i wasnt meant to do that. and i will do it better...

    but tomorrow i gonna go to hospital for sure, i am dying now