How lucky i am. One and half year randomly inspection happened in my party night! Everyone has to pee,and finally i became a suspect for taking drugs! This is worst birthday ever! Moreover, one of the birthday presents made me feel more sucks! Sorry my dear Jenny, even the pary was screw up, but u know i love u forever!

       I am back, back with a tired body, with some pressure and again! stuck in the endless cycle. I think it is time to find the way out, I got to try harder and harder, for myself and for my family.

      Thanks for all my friends, especially you guys stay in Kunming. It is good to c you guys again for almost one year, some r more than one year. U guys like my back up, with your support, I feel like i am full fill with energy again, ready to go to the field, fight again!

       

    I found a photo of me just got here, I think i was look better at that time, more energetic, bright and maybe more pretty. Then, i posted that photo with my current photo in my photo album in this space, so u guys can c if i really getting old or ugly???

       I am so sorry that I neglected someone care about me a lot. It is just I've stuck by so many fucking thing.

       It is not "I don't care anymore", I just cannot figure out what i want , what i have to say, where should i go.

       I feel like i am standing in a corss road, there r too many things that i have to make decisions, which i ain't good at.

       I am so sorry if i make u feel sucks cuz i felt in the same way. 

       I am so sorry, i cant describe how i really feel...And i know sorry is never enough,but at least i want u to know i felt bad and the"sorry" here is a real "sorry".

What de hell~it is coming!!! World civilization is killing me !!!!!

    I have been busy recently for nothing important. Maybe something important for my future, but i just dont know yet. Anyway, hope everything I gave could bring something return to me.

    I think i am kinda over spending for couple months. It is hard to stop now, cuz i am alway in bad mood and i need something to release those bad feeling. Spending money is a good way for me but i dont recommend to u, my friends. It is a bad habit. Especially when you earn less than you spend, which is what i am suffer now. Totally feel sucks! Even i can get family support easily but it is never make me growth, I need to get independence quickly!!!

       I've seen more and more my friends started to launch their blogs. And they strated to post photos and worte something about themselves. It is really good thing for me cuz there will be more and more space for me to look around and leave some "shit" on it.(Joking)

       Anyway, blog is really good thing, u think u know somebody but things come out from what he/she wrote on space might be totally different. And it is also good for wirter to release what they think and want. We cant deny sometimes, writing is better than saying.

       So, welcome to blog world, let's share and have fun. And those gave up to write ur blog, pls dont abandon this nice place. U will love this place just like me!

    I am a girl but i dont know how to be girly.

    Someone said, as a girl, never ever been so smart, coz in that way, u will only see everything so clearly and get dispponit to the reality. Finally, just scared the man u liked.

    That is why ppl said a girl turn to be 100% stupid when she is in love.

    I think i am not girly enough coz i am still wake~

    Someone said, there r only two choices for relationship:"Love" and "Be loved".

    I think my choice will be "Love". That is why it is really hard for me to find " True Love".

    Then, i started to lose my confidence little by little. But life gonna keep going and i will still be a girl who is not girly!