2008年，还有几天的日子就要过去了，特别是12月，原本以为5周的时间，一定特别难熬，但是~~~就这么浑浑噩噩的也就混到了月底，混到了年底。

     心中感到些失落，回国以后，很多的很多，都跟自己想的不一样，很多的很多做起来也是莫名其妙。究竟是经济海啸带来得负面影响，还是国情真的不适合自己了？

     圣诞平安夜，狂欢的酒吧，我却置身事外，想自己往日在泰国的激情，现在却一点都找不到了。天气的寒冷，带来的不仅是难看的过敏，连人的兴奋点也冰封住了。

     到底是留下来随大流，还是再次孤独一人走出去？我很茫然。

     现在的心情，只适合放空。。。

 

    How many concerts I have watched this year??? Three, four ...or five i think. But this one in last month, it was the only one concert hosted by Chinses singer I have been to for the past six years, it was also the only concert i watched in my hometown for these years.

    Suddenly start to miss those concerts I have been to when i was in BKK.

    Honestly, i miss everything, everyone in BKK. Lov u all~~~XOXO