Dimi 小的时候，我并不认识他，想想，小时候的Dimi应该也像现在这样可以呼吸到相对新鲜的空气

Dimi稍稍长大的时候，我还是不认识他，再想想，那时候的他应该羞涩怕生，有自己相熟的朋友，嬉笑于自己的世界

Dimi再大一些的时候，第一次见到他，需要让人仰头的高度，让他显得孤僻，高傲。于是，我对我自己说，我不喜欢他！

Dimi于是开始在我的世界周围打转，称霸于我喜爱的球场，大口咀嚼着我爱吃的糖果，大肆地打屁聊天无所拘束，于是，我开始习惯地站在场边，嚼着糖果，没大没小

Dimi终于长大了，不再经常出现在我周围，我却断续地知道他生活的点滴。有了自己的思想，Dimi有了更多采的生活，我却渐渐觉得对他的熟悉开始陌生了

Dimi始终跟大家一样成长着，学习着人生，挑战着宿命。现在的我，才发现Dimi一直都在自己的生活里，或多或少的保持着曾经贪玩的记忆久久新鲜

Dimi就这样大摇大摆的回到了我的生活，在梦里，手机里，网络里，保持着相敬如宾的距离却享有着亲密无间的情愫

Dimi的衣服裹着现在打字的我，呵护着我微热的身体。Dimi的味道还残留在衣服的纹路里，于是举着茶杯的我，越发的温暖

 

Dimi以前不叫Dimi,

Dimi以前不爱熊熊

Dimi,现在却成了熊熊的Dimi

Dimi,希望从此抿着绿茶都能闻到你的味道，温暖着你的体温

 

Life backs to normal again. One week holiday back to China still like yesterday. Well, I really had fun there. I met up some of my friends I havent seen them for years. Everyone changed, grown up, but still young. Still those lovely faces...

 

I apperiated that I have those lovely ppl in my life, like the question game I posted before, how bored it is but when i asked my friends to keep it on, they all answered. How many friends like this u could have in ur entire life! Whatever pain, sad, happy, exciting, we share, we stand together. I really love u guys, and to be so lucky to become a friend of urs. Even we barely called each other, we barely texted each other. But we all know, we put each other inside heart.  Wherever we r, we pray for each other.

 

Seems what I got from home this time, not only friends, something i desire but afraid about come back as well. But, I'm still confused, should I believe it and move on, or should I just wait for a while but may lose it?

 

I knew I've been cheered up by it, but...if I move forward for one step, is that anything chance I could get stab by those romances?

I realized that i kinda hard to believe something  gorgeous now. Happiness? is that really existed? I am afraid to be hurt again, I am afaid to imbrue this true heart if it does.  

如果说爱上你是我一生的罪，拖住了你，沦陷了自己

今生，是否还有赎罪的机会？

为了爱我的人，为了救赎我的人，该把你埋葬吧

我知道

我做得不够好，或许我从来没有尝试去做过

赎罪的把握，我掌控不了

但是，做人不能这么自私不是吗？

当初既然选择了放弃，放弃的其实是自己

如果你快乐，如果我可以让爱我的人快乐

我会去努力

锁起这个属于你的灵魂，作为赎罪的祭品

就葬在那原本属于它的地方，守护着你

剩下的，我带走了，带着剥离的撕心裂肺，我想报答爱我的人

即使现在的我是那么的残缺

真诚总是会修葺好一切，不是吗

我愿意等待真诚的信任，为此...

这般悲凄的夜晚，就算还有百倍，

这般沉痛的哭泣，就算还有无数，

我愿意交换

对不起，我做不到忘记，舍不得放弃

就让我葬在原处，放在这个无人碰及的荒地

守候着世间真正的爱情，天荒地老

还是在想你,即使我一直努力告诫自己要快乐

快乐,少了你的城市,回忆只是让我心痛

还是在想你，经常习惯性的想念

无处宣泄,无法逃避

还是在想你

想你,心好痛

cats, the classical, popular opera, finally i had the chance to see it in person last nite.

 

What should i say, it is awesome, wonderful...I got no words to describe it cuz there is no way using words to re-play it.

 

 

 

 

 

Wonderful, Nip/Tuck new season is coming again. Yup, most ppl said it is nasty, but those surgery procedures were awesome!!!